DOUDOU!

spider webs nearly cover up my whole blog alr.here to clear up the webs.ha!
i shall start off wit my CNY day 1.same schedule every year,headed to granny's place first then on&on.i think my new year clothes is a little too flowery,ha!tat was choosen by beeying,good taste right?perhaps it might not look good on me nvm.ha!the whole journey during day one,i was very worried for my lovely doudou.visited 2 houses,back home to bring him out.once i open the door,i heard him crying,heart was kinda pain.once he see me,he started jumping,dashing all over the place.helped him to put on shoes& clothing,brought him out for bai nian tooo.
through out the whole 15 days,i'd been losing money for black jack.from what i heard from television,they said that tis year,people under goat category,wont hav luck&etc like watch out everything we do.i dnt really knw much,but jus for people who r superstitious to beware of.




3FEB'09
OOOOOOO,nonono.i haven't been meeting up any of them like for weeks?i really miss them to the core!i guess we're all fated to be best friends,best sisters!met up at amk station,they were all nagging at me for not meeting up with them.didnt reply their meet up sms before tat day.i bet they really miss me lots,tats y!xD.years ago,we'll always hav secrets hiden behind each another,but it all ended.happiness&unhappiness will all b shared among all!
back to topic,steamboat for tat day was great.ying&anna volunteer to b cooker,alicia&qiaohui volunteer to b soup cooker,esther as waitress for drinks & for me,happily smsing all the way cos i did my part for bringing food on the table before everything started!after lunch,accompanied ying to taka to return her uniform &etc.shop round then cabbed to qiaohui's hse for cards.went home early becos my doudou was sick,NOW he's perfectly fine alr!:D
to girlfriends,though we're all separated,our heart will b stronger than convalent bonds!posted to diff poly,new life style for everyone.dont forget abt our promises&meet ups okays!

fivesome always.

ugly poses,we do tgt.

esther,my bitch.

alicia,my boyfriend.

anna,my banana.

off work on thurs,i bet the incident really blew up everyone.i was the caused of everything.that wasnt what i wanted either,i swear to god.
the next day,i swear i'd made up a extremely folish decision to said that.
regretted,but time will never pity my decisions,no turning back of time.
but i believe fate will be there to pity my decisions.
all i need is time to overcome tis.
what's wrong with me?what's really wrong in me?
made up that decision,was it the one i alway wanted?
i know&believe that wasn't.
come&gone,back&gone.
not fun at all.
seems to be so strong yet so weak.
'young at heart'